Grueling
Today. This week. This past month. This past year. They've all been difficult. It's been a time of darkness and shadows. A time of great trials and growth.
Why is it necessary to have these times
I know it's when I've experienced the most growth and development. It's so hard to hold it together and I often don't but I make it through.
After years of wanting and knowing I should, I've finally started seeing a therapist. I like her. She is someone who Amy used to see. I actually suggested her to Amy when she was looking for someone. I liked what I read about her. I chose her this time because of these reasons and I wouldn't have to explain about Amy. She's close in age to me and has been very helpful. She listens and has tangible goals for me. I'm happy with the progress I've been making.
We've had a lot of difficulty finding a dependable, experienced, good pca for Amy. It's been an ongoing issue for over a year. I didn't realize how blessed we'd been with our great people. I know now and thank God for them. I need another one desperately.
It is stressful on all of its and stretching our patience, our endurance, and our strength. I'm so disappointed with the lack of ethics-both personal and work- that the young people I've met display. It makes me very proud of my girls to know that Dane and I have instilled them with good ethics. It says a lot about our society unfortunately.
It's my day off and again our current caregiver thinks she can call in since I'm home. If I could get a replacement this moment, she'd be history. At least she hasn't left without an explanation. The Lord is working.
It's been almost 30 years since Sarah died. She'd be 34 and I can't imagine what it would be like. It's been such a long time and though I can't always remember things I do remember the love. The love is still alive and strong in my heart. The greatest of these(hope, faith and love) is love.
I know it will be resolved when it's the right time.
Why is it necessary to have these times
I know it's when I've experienced the most growth and development. It's so hard to hold it together and I often don't but I make it through.
After years of wanting and knowing I should, I've finally started seeing a therapist. I like her. She is someone who Amy used to see. I actually suggested her to Amy when she was looking for someone. I liked what I read about her. I chose her this time because of these reasons and I wouldn't have to explain about Amy. She's close in age to me and has been very helpful. She listens and has tangible goals for me. I'm happy with the progress I've been making.
We've had a lot of difficulty finding a dependable, experienced, good pca for Amy. It's been an ongoing issue for over a year. I didn't realize how blessed we'd been with our great people. I know now and thank God for them. I need another one desperately.
It is stressful on all of its and stretching our patience, our endurance, and our strength. I'm so disappointed with the lack of ethics-both personal and work- that the young people I've met display. It makes me very proud of my girls to know that Dane and I have instilled them with good ethics. It says a lot about our society unfortunately.
It's my day off and again our current caregiver thinks she can call in since I'm home. If I could get a replacement this moment, she'd be history. At least she hasn't left without an explanation. The Lord is working.
It's been almost 30 years since Sarah died. She'd be 34 and I can't imagine what it would be like. It's been such a long time and though I can't always remember things I do remember the love. The love is still alive and strong in my heart. The greatest of these(hope, faith and love) is love.
I know it will be resolved when it's the right time.
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