Boredom
I am bored with stuff. I am bored watching tv. I am bored on the computer. I am bored on facebook. I am bored reading. I am bored and want a new challenge. I am not sure what that will be. Husband now laid off for a week. He is keeping busy but bored at times too. We are adjusting to more togetherness. It is something new for all of us. It is like being on an endless vacation with lots of time on our hands. He spends a lot of time online looking for and applying for jobs. Tuesday was a hard day for me. It was the one year anniversary of my friend's death. I look back and appreciate the person she was and the friendship we had. I made changes in my life as a result of her departure. I am proud of myself for these changes and know that she would have been too. You know what is hard is really hard for me is being proud of myself. I share how much weight I have lost with people and they congratulate me. I can smile and not feel embarrassed but part of me is still shunning the att...