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Boredom

I am bored with stuff. I am bored watching tv. I am bored on the computer. I am bored on facebook. I am bored reading. I am bored and want a new challenge. I am not sure what that will be. Husband now laid off for a week. He is keeping busy but bored at times too. We are adjusting to more togetherness. It is something new for all of us. It is like being on an endless vacation with lots of time on our hands. He spends a lot of time online looking for and applying for jobs. Tuesday was a hard day for me. It was the one year anniversary of my friend's death. I look back and appreciate the person she was and the friendship we had. I made changes in my life as a result of her departure. I am proud of myself for these changes and know that she would have been too. You know what is hard is really hard for me is being proud of myself. I share how much weight I have lost with people and they congratulate me. I can smile and not feel embarrassed but part of me is still shunning the att...

Agony

I am currently helping Amy with a study guide for the Crucible. I am in agony doing it. She is not enjoying the experience either. It is 17 pages long with a zillion questions. It is groanningly awful. I don't care about the book and Amy currently has been falling asleep. She has mush brain syndrome right now. UGH.

Feeling human again...

i was cold and decided after i had been standing in front of the open oven door and having longing thoughts of a hot shower that i might be sick. i took my temp and voila i had a fever. that was almost two weeks ago. it was a most unpleasant experience especially when amy was home sick too. we both missed a week of work/school. last saturday i was driving by my clinic and looked longing at it. i decided maybe i needed to go to urgent care. i had a sinus infection and got some antibiotics and sudafed. my sinus sludge had just gotten to be too awful and a few days of the magic pills gave me a clear head and body free of aches. it was wonderful. i am now human again. it truly is a most amazing gift from God to be healthy and i rejoice in it. health is a wonderful gift. one great result of my illness was i lost 6 pounds and have now passed the 30 poundage milestone!!!!! huzzah. hurrah. hallelujah and praise the lord. today at work someone who asked if i had lost weight and i sm...