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Constants...

let me see now. what are the constants in my life? God mysteries reading movies faith chocolate my parents glasses or contacts long hair totally and completely hating the sound of slurping rainbows yellow brothers spaghetti pizza PEPSI neopets Dane Katie Amy procrastination bees creativity technology gadgets Curiosity learning love music and most of all, Myself.

Aftermath

New Year--a very eventful year I think Husband--getting better all the time. Definitely a keeper. Daughter--takes delight in fingerless gloves waving in the breeze Daughter--witty, wacky, wonderful Mother--inspiration, wise, funny, nuts Father--kind, loving, smart aleck, the best Sister--best one ever and worth waiting for Brother--been through the wringer and came out shining Brother--gentle, kind, funny, best twinkle in the eye Sister--gritty, spunky, fiercely protective, absolutely loving Brother--wise, witty, smart, worth listening to Brother--loving, giving, learning Brother--diamond who shines with the glory, love to talk to him, love him dearly, sweetheart Brother--perseverer who will make though the trail be rough, full of great love for his family Sister--hurting, trying, learning, growing, becoming Aunt--support, helper, friend, great friend, thank you Aunt--laughter, fun, wonderful Gram--thank you, prayer warrior Gramp--deep rooted, faithful, loving curmudgeon Gram--wonderfu...

Monday Morning

Today is the first Monday of a new year. A new beginning. A new day. A new week. I have decided to make a change. I know that I can do it so I am now going to do it. I am changing the way I treat myself. I have always gotten down on myself. I have beaten myself up for making mistakes and not being perfect. I get angry and react poorly to certain situations such as when my husband is not feeling well. As of this moment, I am doing a lot of praying and leaning on the Lord for help. I am going to call out every time I need help. Whenever the negative thoughts come, He is getting a call. I am also going to be doing a lot of "Thank you Lords" to replace the nasty thoughts. I am forming new habits which unfortunately take several days to become new habits. I have read it takes 21 days to develop and keep new habits/behavior. Onward ho!