When I move into a new desk at work, the first thing I do once I am settled and have cleaned everything is shake my keyboard and clean my mouse. I open the bottom, take out the ball and generally get totally grossed out. I clean out the built up grime and dust. I clean the cracks and crevices. I make it shine. So many things have been creeping out the shadows and cracks of my mind. I know debris and ickies build up in these places just like they do everywhere else. I feel icky. I want to have an out of body experience and take a high pressure hose to myself. I want to clean out all those cracks and all those corners. I want to be washed clean. I want to feel clean. I want to sparkle and shine like my mouse. I have increased the dosage of my antidepressant again. I hope it helps. I want it to help. I want to be a work in progress. Unfortunately I feel like a progress that doesn't work. I should be happy. I am. Not. I have been on vacation for two weeks. Had a wonderful time. Don...