Fried brain cells...

I have been in a training class at work this week and my brain is having some difficulties. It is overloaded and tired.

I feel really sad today. I went on break and really missed Jone. It is weird how it's the little things that get you the most. It will get easier every day.

I feel really fat. I am stopping the junk and the crap. I am going to exercise come knees or not. I am hormonal right now so, of course, that never makes things any better. I am not really hungry tonight. Food has no interest for me tonight.

Nothing is real interesting for me tonight.

I feel sad and worn out.

I need the weekend. I need to smile right now but I can't find one at the moment.

Good night.

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Reina said…
I am right there with you girlfriend... Tired of teen drama, tired of being an advocate on deaf ears, sore from abused muscle groups I didn't realize I had, hormonal... In working on the weight loss thing, in the past month I have lost 4 lbs and gained 3... Not sure how that works!

Big hugs to you!

Reina
6:18 AM
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